{"id":1529,"date":"2019-11-07T10:07:40","date_gmt":"2019-11-07T15:07:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/?p=1529"},"modified":"2019-11-07T10:09:02","modified_gmt":"2019-11-07T15:09:02","slug":"done","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/index.php\/2019\/11\/07\/done\/","title":{"rendered":"Done"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>Coffee finished. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>I&#8217;m feeling pretty done as well. Tired. Uninspired. Lacking desire. Would like to feel a world of possibility again. Tired of feeling responsible for too much. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>We&#8217;re almost all feeling overwhelmed by climate crisis political nonsense, economic uncertainty, housing problems, the list is seemingly endless. Like some, I&#8217;m also feeling responsible for turning the tide, for offering leadership, for lifting and supporting others in not feeling overwhelmed, for showing others what is possible. It&#8217;s hard when I can&#8217;t do it for myself most days. I even know how to do it for others, I have done and will do it again. I am hoping to do it this Sunday, but I don&#8217;t know how to do it for myself. And the fact of what I have agreed to do on Sunday becomes one more task to accomplish. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>The kind of partnership of mutual chemistry, desire, action, retreat and support seems eternally out of reach. I&#8217;m sure it is for everyone, I&#8217;m not special, but I&#8217;m feeling it acutely these last few years. <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Coffee finished. I&#8217;m feeling pretty done as well. Tired. Uninspired. Lacking desire. Would like to feel a world of possibility again. Tired of feeling responsible for too much. We&#8217;re almost all feeling overwhelmed by climate crisis political nonsense, economic uncertainty, housing problems, the list is seemingly endless. Like some, I&#8217;m also feeling responsible for turning&hellip;&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1530,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[181],"class_list":["post-1529","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ramblings","tag-maudlin"],"pbg_featured_image_src":{"full":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562.jpg",1971,1971,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562-300x300.jpg",300,300,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562-768x768.jpg",768,768,true],"large":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562-1024x1024.jpg",1024,1024,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562.jpg",1536,1536,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562.jpg",1971,1971,false],"neve-blog":["https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_09563562.jpg",620,620,false]},"pbg_author_info":{"display_name":"kapn","author_link":"https:\/\/mm.kapn.net\/index.php\/author\/mm_admin\/","author_img":"<img alt='kapn' src='https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/d8e479fb96fd31e31371683cb63c9cc986de5a9d7d1c8cebfd39f5b4560f260a?s=128&#038;d=blank&#038;r=g' srcset='https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/d8e479fb96fd31e31371683cb63c9cc986de5a9d7d1c8cebfd39f5b4560f260a?s=256&#038;d=blank&#038;r=g 2x' class='avatar avatar-128 photo' height='128' width='128' loading='lazy' decoding='async'\/>"},"pbg_comment_info":" No Comments","pbg_excerpt":"Coffee finished. 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